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 i need to stop drinking and get this fucking weed out of my bedroom

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 broke up with the boyfriend

still crushing on the best friend

dyed my hair purple

going to procrastinate school by writing songs about how hardcore i am on piano and drinking tea and remembering to take my iron tablets every day

yeah you know me, just living the dream
 going out with the boyfriend


still crushin on the best friend


rock on hardcore

Dec. 21st, 2009

 well life what the fuck is this

i dont even like him anymore and he wants me back

after his friend had reassured me he had moved on FOR REALZZZ

and i fell a teeny bit for his friend

AND NOW EVERYTHING IS JUST FUCKED UUUPPPP





but honestly, yeah, im just messin wit cha how sikkk is my white grrl angst yo

Oct. 7th, 2009

... so why aren't i happy?

why don't i feel anything at all?

why do the tears come at night?

why does my heart tell me to start running, and never stop? 
 everything is bad right now

i cant run
i cant sing
i got no one to dance with
my stupid ex boyfriend has moved on
that bitch is in my turf

gahh

Aug. 30th, 2009

 i miss him so much
i miss him so much it hurts me inside

its just the... not knowing... that keeps me from letting go

Aug. 26th, 2009

 i hate myself 
 i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself  i hate myself.

i broke your heart.
then you broke mine.

but fuckit couldnt you tell i was joking
but you are serious

what the fuck, you need to think things over because, yes you like someone else, but that's not clear cut reason to leave me
well what the fuck you dont stay with me until you find someone better, you fucking either pursue something with everything and see how it turns out - i think you are just biding your time ahhh im not even making sense.

fucking reply to my fucking message.
fuckit
fuck
 i am so fucking sick of people telling me to do whatever i want, i will anyway.

i cant even remember the last time i did something i wanted.

a poem for today

the basic con

Those who can't find anything to live for,
always invent something to die for.

Then they want the rest of us to
die for it, too.
 - Lew Welch 

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